Sunday, May 13, 2012

Adios Pune!!!~~ The journey ends here!!!!


               The journey of M.Sc. has finally come to an end! All this time I just wanted to get over with it! But now all I feel in my heart is a void, vacuum, emptiness. It just doesn’t want to accept that within a week all that would be left of me and pune would be just some memories scribbled on pages, frozen in pictures and few inscribed in my mind! Suddenly, I realize this city, this life has grown on me, and it is not going to be easy to just detach myself from it!
                The best way to describe my life here would be by relating it to a ‘journey through a tunnel’ and outside this tunnel was my life in Mumbai! Just like every journey I was very excited to have this ‘novel’ experience.  I started off, walking a few steps, I got scared! The end was nowhere in sight, it all seemed so bleaky and dark! I was worried, I wanted to give up and run away! And when I was almost about to make a run, a light just glowed and encouraged me to just have faith and walk! With the guidance of that light, I walked!! Slowly more lights glowed and the journey was not all that bad! Some stayed glowing and warm till the very end, some were there for some days, and some just flickered a bit! Even though they weren’t always glowing, I knew they are around and in case of extreme darkness they would just light up :) as the 2 years went by more and more such lights got added, making this journey memorable! (Here ‘the lights’ refer to all the wonderful ‘friends’ I met). And thank you all for the light and warmth you’ve given me!
                Now I’ve reached the end of the journey! I stand here, at the edge! The world outside seems dark and directionless all I want to do is hold onto this familiar tunnel of mine, don’t want to let go off it! Buy reality will make me, and the journey further would begin on a new hope!
                Whatever the future holds, I’m really happy for gaining this experience, these people and this knowledge! At times i regret having taken this decision in the first place, but nothing beats all that I’ve gained by choosing this journey! I’m thankful to the city, and especially my friends here, will miss you guys the most! I hope you miss me and my drama too!! Adios!!