Finally, I take the the effort, to blog! After almost 2 months comes my post! Well, what took me so long, as usual, LAZINESS, or to put it poetically...
I don't feel inspired!!!
But this excuse won't work this time, whether I feel inspired or not, I decided I won't forget the year 2010 and will surely give it a farewell, a farewell it deserves, as I stand here beyond all odds, 'alive and kicking'!
Talking about the year, I can say it was one of the longest years of my life! January 2010 in Ruia seems to me like ages ago! My posts, Esselworld, monsoons seem like I've been talking about something that happened years ago! But no, it all happened in the happening year, 2010! It mus be well experienced by most and many, that when you are enjoying, time flies by, and when you are not or when you are having a bad time, seconds seem like hours!
Maybe that was what made me feel so. Of course, the year wasn't really a bed of roses for me! If I compare it to a roller-coaster, as I usually do, it was full of ups and downs, obviously normal for it, I mean, that is how they are, sometimes up, and unexpectedly, zoom you come down, that freefall, that feeling of helplessness! I've been experiencing this for many years now, (like everyone else living), so I don't have any issues about that feeling of helplesness, I now sort of know how to deal with it. But, I was thinking of the feeling I had when I was on the roller-coaster, in 2009 I was screaming with joy and fear, but this year, maybe I was nauseatic, because, my insides didn't quite agree with it's twists and turns, maybe! But anyways, however it was, good or bad. As usual I hope and pray to God, even though everything that is hapenning may not be good, but surely it is Happening for the best reasons!
Talking about the year, I cannnot forget the people who were a part of my life in this year, surely many new, plus my family, friends, and all of those who really made a difference, made me smile, make me think sensibly, made me ward off those demons brooding in my mind, those who adviced, helped, gave me gifts, lifts and treats! Basically all those who made me smile atleast for a millisecond in these 365 days. Thanks for everything, maybe I'll never show how thankful I am, But, trust me I am a lot more than I can ever believe I can be!
Finally, I thank the year, because in spite of all the fights, tears, illnesses and accidents I stand here 'alive and kicking' wishing everyone A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
