‘You cannot decide your future, depending on the past’. We can expect, hope but planning leads to disappointment. A year back, I’d never thought, life would be such a roller coaster.
In fact, though I know this is not the end of my academic year, and not an end of my graduation, there’s some more time left, and some more twists and turns, but I still wish to turn back, and look at these 3 years. Surely the best, as they taught me a lot! But were they as expected? Well I’m not sure!
First year was different, and according to that, I’d planned my second year, but things changed, situations changed, relations, egos, importance, priorities, behavior and many things changed. When things change, suddenly, it feels like dropping off from the top of the roller coaster at full speed. Though we know, that we are guarded by the seat-belt, we fear falling down. Similarly, we are a bit uneasy with the changes, even though we know, somewhere in the corner of our mind, God has provided a seat belt too! And it’ll be a safe journey.
So, I was a bit phobic about the changes happening in my life in my second year. I got used to the new life, and found happiness and satisfaction in whatever that was thrown onto me. And I realized that the changes that happened were necessary for the same.
To err is to human, and I err-ed again! I planned my third year based on my second year. Obviously, nothing is permanent except change, and things had to change again. But as I’d learnt my lesson well, I welcomed this change. Life was good again.
But then, things were going so well on the roller coaster that I’d slept in my seat, and again was caught unaware when the cart dropped off another track! But I’m used to it now, things are changing again. I know that this change is necessary for something important that has to happen. Even though I don’t know for what it has to happen, I’m sure it’ll be a safe journey!
